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Juneva

by Juneva

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1.
Destiny Bond 02:57
You can’t save me But I can drag you down I’m all talk, baby with every line scripted by the most gifted writers I’m a stack full of lies with a handful of charm I have less reflection than a ghost in the mirror So tell me again what you see in me Synonymous with what you fear Though I attempt to be the opposite I’m a cinder block hanging by your heel We’ll never fall in love I can’t even love myself I’m not good for your health You don’t seem to understand I hope you find What you’re looking for Cause’ darling I’m just not your type There’s nothing I can do to make this worth your time My perfect fairytale Has turned into dust In the palm of my heart Just like everything else does I'm so conflicted it waters me down My life's a mess you don't want any part in You can do better You can do better You can do better than me Patience It hasn’t been your friend You need to learn to let me go Before my poison sinks too deep We have no promises to keep Are your starry eyes too bright to see the truth I’m nothing that you need I’m so conflicted it waters me down My life’s a mess you don’t want any part in You can do better You can do better You can do better than me You miss me again Well what did you forget to cry on my shoulder or the warmth of my bed You miss me again Well what did you forget to cry on my shoulder or the warmth of my bed I should be an afterthought in your pretty little head I should be an afterthought in your pretty little head You can’t save me, But I can drag you down You won’t save me And I will drag you down
2.
Diamond Skin 02:48
How can you breathe so easy with your head in the clouds How are your legs not shaking from that balancing act My sincerest of apologies But your inconsistencies are impossible to hide You’re the queen but you don’t seem to be One to show your scars off in the slightest When I look at you I see a ghost of shame Insisting on pain When you don’t know what you’ve done wrong It’s three AM when the monsters wake I wish I knew how to chase them away I’ll be here for as long as it takes But I’m running low on what words to say It’s times like these that sleep never finds me I’m up all night wondering If you’re as strong as you seem or if you’re scared like me Are you just scared like me? I’ve become so afraid That all of your problems are out of my reach You never really needed me at all I feel like I failed us both I’ve spent days trying to decide Which knife I should use to lobotomize The rotting tumors inside my brain They’re always whispering, “You’re not okay.” Movies on repeat of where I’ve been There’s mold growing under my hardened skin It pulls my strings, I’m a marionette It won’t die unless I die with it I’m ashamed that I Can’t help but be affected by the path you chose Turns out its all my fault That you made so many mistakes This is all the consequence Of running away It brought you so much pain I’m so sorry for everything
3.
Her blood begins to thin He goes in for a kiss He lifts her on the counter She decides to submit But she stops him there And goes back to her drink This will be the end of it At least that’s what she thinks She has another bottle and she stumbles up the stairs The man from before follows her and he’s prepared She thinks these people are her friends so she gives them all her trust Take it easy Don’t fall asleep tonight Don’t close your eyes Just don’t close your eyes You’re really not that safe But you deserve to be You shouldn’t have to heed My warnings Dumbing down her senses with every sip she takes Pretty soon her so-called friends will leave her there as prey The room is slowly spinning She can’t follow what they say They leave her one by one Their voices start to fade She fights to stay awake but by her eyes she is betrayed Take it easy Don’t fall asleep tonight Don’t close your eyes Just don’t close your eyes You’re really not that safe But you deserve to be You shouldn’t have to heed My warnings And I wish I could change The things he did But we both know that I can’t No I can’t.... No I can’t No Keep your control Don’t let it go Kick, scream and bite Fight back tonight
4.
Staring at the ceiling and plotting out the course of my misdirection I’m falling back, just take me back Measuring the time by the comings and goings and stirrings in my own bed This bed is my island and all the room is my sea, I’ve been stranded here for weeks and weeks just waiting for some help, Spending my time drinking poisonous water; hoping someday soon some sense will return to me Composure We’re all suitors to the dead But I’ll be the warmest amongst the deceased ...Risking safety My best intentions, whaddaya know? Guess it turns out they were all joke Left for dead, but I didn’t die Just got a view of horizontal life Left hands scars, formed from what? My childish ways and bottle of rum Looking back, can’t find a reason For all the things I’ve done What’s the point of you alive in my head when it fills me with nothing but loathing and dread write the words and throw them away burn all the things that I wanted to say Should step outside and clean my head And then I thought of something so damn simple it almost sounded profound Favoring solitude Locked in this room No reason for this No reason at all Alter my reflection to hide it from view I won’t fall victim to This endless string of broken promises I’ve heard from so many sources of endless disappointment Everyone’s the same Time has taught me well I’ve been so tutored by being awake all this... Time has made me well I feel augmented by These lessons learned through so Who am I To let you change my mind? You were never my light Your absence won’t be dark My hands They’re open You can’t love a heart that’s broken I’m not that fragile I’ll never be shattered
5.
S.W.A.G.E. 03:25
Cold and weary, suicide appearing laying awake with the bottle steering Constant regression, thoughts obscene rotting in every possibility No Wake up darling, there’s something here Your blood still flows and you can breathe the air The sun will rise, my life is mine can't remember the last time it crossed my mind. There’s comfort to be had in stories of the past Today I found out what to do with this existence My courage is swelling up to deal with this endeavor I’m losing my restraints. I’m rising to the challenge Of being a man you’d be proud to sleep next to at night Turn off the lights on this moonlit sky As it calls out to the sun Missing its lover’s warmth So far away It’s cold outside; forget your coat Are friends are close; they keep us warm We’ll take a chance, it’ll be all right we lost the way, but we can spark a light Stay up, get tired and laugh yourself hoarse We can sort it all out as long as we stay the stay the course We pour out our fears to the world These beating hearts will never find rest Pave them with gold and we’ll laugh ourselves home Someday we’ll all ascend (Give up the gun, you’ll find your worth in time) Until then like the autumn leaves we’ll make our peace with the ground Faultless in this moment The future’s looking sound Look inside, release your mind From warped mirror vision, self induced lies Broken limbs heal in time Someday you’ll forget you’ll be just fine I’ve come to realize how beautiful this life has been to me Given the chance, I wouldn’t change a single thing
6.
Cessation 01:50
7.
Another night watching as your backside Dwindles away under the street lights Holding myself back from screaming “I think I know where home is” If I could I’d go back Rearrange the timeline of you and I But I can’t so I’ll be waiting And to me, that’s just fine Jealousy, take me under To the bottom of the sea I’m hoping you will find me soon Come save me No one needs recluse But baby I need you How could you give a damn about a girl That never cared for you... You’ve turned things around You’ve taken them all for yourself There was a time When I could believe Every single word you said No matter how far you went But I was a fool Now I’m the only one left in this room to reflect On the past that I regret Dear doctor My prayer’s lost She became what she never was (no no) You can’t re-angle love While you seem so set in stone I’ve been erasing everything that I have learned Not to trust Wait for me Being devoured isn’t the worst of things I guess (I guess I’ll sit and watch the waves Break on the shoreline while I wait Twelve dead months, more on their way I don’t care how long you take to see) I’m so sick of love You’ve turned things around You’ve taken them all for yourself I’m just a mark in the sand Where you planned to ascend (Stare through your eyes just to let you know That I fall apart when I watch you go Stare through your eyes just to let you know That I fall apart when I watch you go) There was a time When I could believe Every single word you said No matter how far you went But I was a fool Now I’m the only one left in this room to reflect on the past that I regret I think I know where home is I know I won’t be a ghost forever

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released September 2, 2014

Juneva is:

Jon Padula - Guitar
Johnny Capece - Bass/Vocals
Michael Cole - Drums
Paul Buonomo - Vocals
Tyler Dack - Guitar/Vocals

All music and lyrics by Juneva

Recorded by Virginia Wright at WERS studios
Engineered by Kenny Goshgarian, Ryan O John, & Virginia Wright
Mixed by Kenny Goshgarian & Ryan O John
Mastered by Troy Glessner

Artwork by Eric Rosati

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